Monday, October 1, 2012

I've Been Thinking

I have been sitting here for 30 minutes 
trying to think of what I can say about my no good very bad day, 
but I got nothing. 
And if I am honest with myself, 
you don't really want to listen to me complain about my day. 
So what to write......?

Well let me tell you what has been on my mind.
I am in a rut.
For as long as I can remember I have been a thinker.
I am constantly thinking, questioning, analyzing, and wondering.
My brain never shuts down.
I am always questioning my motives...
Why did I do that?
Why can't I let that go?
What am I doing wrong?
I mean for the love of Pete....when will it stop.

I have come to a realization.
I am always questioning myself,
but I never challenge myself.
I can always find what is wrong,
but I never focus on what is right.
I have spent enough time thinking.
Now it is time to do something. I have to think about what I need to do.

1 comment:

Ocean Dreams said...

This was a very honest post! I think sometimes you need to realize these things in order to grow and a growing experience is a constant battle (both good and sometimes bad.)Just keep on being the best you possible and God will help you through it! xoxo.