Finding Comfort

I don't know about you but I am one of those people that when I am down or upset I turn to certain things for comfort.
I have comfort food-Ben & Jerry's, Hawaiian pizza, and of course diet coke.
Comfort tv- Golden Girls makes me feel comfortable. (yes I realize this is strange but I have been watching it since I was in high school)
Comfortable place- my sister's, mom, or dad's house
Just hearing my mama and daddy's voices makes me feel better.
I even have a special blanket. (it is actually a fitted bed sheet...long story that needs its own post)
Over the past few days I have been in the need for comfort, and the regular stuff just isn't working it.
I was so graciously reminded that God is a God of comfort.
Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28
During these days of struggle I have not been able to eat good or sleep good. My mind has been racing, thinking of a million things at once. So at this moment I need rest. I have spent time in prayer, in the word, and just being still. I have even asked trusted friends to pray for me and with me. And in the midst of all the worry I have found rest. I have a peace that transcends all understanding. (Philippians 4:7)
So if you need comfort don't struggle alone. Let Jesus carry you through your troubles. Let me be your prayer partner. If you are reading this you are prayed for already. I love you and God loves you.

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Desires of the Heart

I find it interesting how much I get asked about my relationship status.

I am a 29 year old single woman on the verge of turning 30. 

I have not been on a date in 3 years. 

I have been asked out on a few,  but knew that I didn't need to go.

Am I crazy?

Maybe a little, but not because I am single. :)

I am single because it is the season of life I am in. 

After a series of unhealthy relationships,

 I needed time to rest and heal in the presence of God. 

Do I want to date?

ABSOLUTELY!!!

I don't want to be alone forever. 

In all actuality, there were times over the past 3 years where I begged for someone. 

But I don't just want anyone.

I want a special someone.

I want someone that God has planned for me. 

I want someone that seeks God in every area of his life. 

I want someone that loves Jesus. 

I want someone that being with him brings me closer to God.

I want someone that is so close to God that his love for me is a reflection of God's love.

I trust God. I know the person he has planned for me will amaze me. 

"Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."

Psalm 37:4

Balancing Act

Over the years I have learned a lot about myself.

I have come to know and accept my flaws, insecurity, and weaknesses. 

I have learned to accept them yet strive to be better. 

One of the things I constantly work on is being hard on myself. 

I have such high expectations for myself. 

I set the bar high where in all reality I will never be able to reach it...

constantly setting myself up for failure. 

I am also an all or nothing kind of girl. 

I am either all in or completely out. 

The combination of these two little conflicts 

has cause many hopeless moments over the last 29 years. 

I set high standards, go all in, get completely wiped out & emotional drained,

get frustrated, quit everything, and feel like a failure. 

I take some time off to prioritize and regain focus.

Then I start the cycle all over again. 

I desperately need balance in my life. 

Practicing the balancing act of life has been a common theme for the last year.

And it looks like the theme will continue. 

So for my pray warriors out there, I would appreciate a little shout out.

For those of you who have a better grasp on things I am open to ANY suggestions!!!

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The Hunger Games

I finally took a chance on the latest craze.

I don't know what my hesitation was. 

I bought the book at least 6 months ago, but was so resistant to read it.

Oh but I am so glad that I did. 

I loved it.

It was so different than anything I ever read.

It really gave me a chance to exercise my imagination. 

And of course I loved the love story in it. 

It was sweet but innocent. 

I am 1/2 through Catching Fire and I love it too. 

I can't wait for the movie!!!

Have you read it?

What did you think?

The Woman in Black

Last weekend I saw The Woman in Black. 

I love movies like this, but don't get to watch them often.

I can never find anyone to go with me. 

Since Daniel Radcliffe was in it my bestie decided to go. 

The movie did not disappoint. 

It was scary, but not gruesome. 

I liked the story.

And believe it or not, 

I did not think of Harry Potter the entire movie.

I give it 2 thumbs up. 

I still want to read the book.

I feel like the some of the back story will be good to know. 

I may have to read it only in daylight though.

Have you scene the movie? 

Or are you too scared? :)

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