Thursday, January 5, 2012

While I'm Waiting

At 29 and single I get "those questions" all the time:
Are you dating in body?
When are you going to get married?
When are you going to get out there and put your self on the market?
Don't you want to be married and have a family?
I usually try to brush it off with a funny comment,
but this area of my life is being lived out on purpose. 
I do want to get married and have a family. 
If you know me very well, you know that is probably my biggest dream
......wife and mommy. 
I have dated. I have loved. I have hurt people I loved. 
When I turned around my life I knew that my love life had to be in God's hands.
I could no longer do things my way. 
I have not been on a date in 3 1/2 years.
When I tell people that I get strange looks and stranger comments. 
I get it...I am not doing this the normal way.
I am waiting.
I am waiting on God.
Waiting on him to me my match maker. 
Is it hard?
I am human, a girl, and 29. Of course it is hard. 
But I surrendered and I put my trust and faith 
in a God that loves me and wants to give me the desires of my heart. 
I was listening to this song today, and it brought tears to my eyes. 
It is exactly how I feel. 
"While I am waiting I will serve you."
No matter what...guy or no guy/kids or no kids.....I will serve HIM!!!!

**Check out this link to hear the song it is awesome!!!


tara said...

i love that you have such a positive attitude about it. He definitely has a plan for you. i think you'd really like my friend, lindsee and her blog. you should check it out!

Sonya said...

I cannot wait to see who He has in mind for you!