Sunday, July 1, 2012

A Spring Clean Life Change

As I sat in my living room this morning,
taking in how great it looks, I began to cry. 
It took me a few minutes to figure how exactly what the tears where for. 
I was crying because finally I am home. 
Yes I have lived here for 2 1/2 years and have not really felt at home. 
I have not felt truly at home in a long time. 

See my parents divorced during my freshman year of college
and sold the house I had lived in since 6 months old. 
I had a really hard time with that. 
I struggled feeling like I didn't have roots anywhere. 
From age 19 till 28 I moved a lot, 
never staying in one place too long. 

At my current home 
I have even got that feeling of wanting to run a few times. 
(But thankfully I have learned to work through it)
When I moved here I was down sizing.
I had so much stuff that I could not find a place for everything. 
Over time I let the frustration win. 
Thankfully I am blessed with  amazing friends 
that helped my suffering come to an end. 
I love my place. 
Finally I am home. 


Anonymous said...

Beautiful! I'll make some cookies! Keep shining Sunshine!


Sonya said...

There's nothing better than when a place actually feels like home!