Why I Blog

Ten Days of CARY: Day 1

Today is 10 days till my birthday. 

30th birthday at that. 

So I thought that what better way to spend the days leading up to my birthday 

then letting you get to know me. 

Today I decided to tell you why I blog. 

I know that I have not been consistent with my blog in a while. 

But you have to understand that my post are not just post they are a part of me. 

With my job, somedays I just don't have anymore to give. 

I promise that I am working on learning how to balance because I do what to blog more. 

I love it. 

When I started blogging in 2008 the blog was anonymous.  

I was still using and really depressed. 

There were many days that I had no hope and wanted it all to end. 

I was afraid to open up and tell someone how hopeless I was. 

So I started a blog and shared my feelings through pomes and writing. 

Some of my first writings were the some of the darkest days in my life. 

Then after I got sober I wanted to continue to share my journey. 

I wanted to talk about the good things that were happening. 

I wanted to share with the world how amazing God had been in my life, 

and share of hope that He can offer. 

I know my blog is not the best. 

Like I said before I am not the most committed person. 

I enjoy this community. 

I enjoy sharing my story and my journey. 

So the bottom line is I blog because it is an outlet for me. 

I like to blog. 

I like to share. 

I love meeting new people and getting to know them. 

I love that blogging is a way to meet people that I may have never known before.