Got Faith???

I have been single for 3 years now. 

It has been a great 3 years. 

I think after the series of long term failed relationships

 I have had I needed some single time.

And to be honest I haven't had a whole lot of single time in my life. 

This has been a very important time in my life. 

So where is the trouble you ask?

I live in the South, North Louisiana, the buckle of the Bible belt...aka married country. 

I am 29 and around here the girls get married at 23. 

I have amazing friends.

I love my life, but I have to be honest sometimes I get sad that I'm missing out. 

All my life I have dreamed of having a family, being a wife, and a mom. 

Being single at 29 was not in the plan. 

I don't want to be one of those girls who is old and always waiting on the man. 

I want to have faith. 

I mean really God has gotten me through major depression, loss, and a major addiction. 

Why can't I have faith in Him with this. 

I hear Him saying "wait" and "trust me."

Where is my faith?