Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Got Faith???

I have been single for 3 years now. 
It has been a great 3 years. 
I think after the series of long term failed relationships
 I have had I needed some single time.
And to be honest I haven't had a whole lot of single time in my life. 
This has been a very important time in my life. 
So where is the trouble you ask?
I live in the South, North Louisiana, the buckle of the Bible belt...aka married country. 
I am 29 and around here the girls get married at 23. 
I have amazing friends.
I love my life, but I have to be honest sometimes I get sad that I'm missing out. 
All my life I have dreamed of having a family, being a wife, and a mom. 
Being single at 29 was not in the plan. 
I don't want to be one of those girls who is old and always waiting on the man. 
I want to have faith. 
I mean really God has gotten me through major depression, loss, and a major addiction. 
Why can't I have faith in Him with this. 
I hear Him saying "wait" and "trust me."
Where is my faith?

1 comment:

AllyRae said...

Hang in there. God has a plan. It seems to me you have faith, just be patient. Who knows, you may meet Mr. Right tomorrow and be married in a year!